I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit...I'm just the same as I was.

I can name you a billion crazy things I did. Let me name five.

1. Butterfly tattoo.

2. Visiting Jasyu who was in Malacca with Mai. We were there for...18 hours, I think.

3. Getting up one Friday morning and just called Farah Najwa and said, "We're skipping class. We're going out."

4. After Computer 1 Finals, I didn't go back to my room. I went out with Nysa. We ended up in Bangi with the #LWC (Little White Cafe)

5. After ITLS (Introduction to Legal System) midsemester paper, I walked out, saw the bus, got on it to the last stop which was KLSentral, bought a train ticket and went to see Noel Mano in KYUEM.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

If you have a problem with me, you say it to my face.

You are no longer a teenager. Please. Act like an adult. Please.

I have my childish moments too.

Well, I'm technically still a teenager. Haha.

Look.

We're humans. Humans make mistakes.

I want to overcome the problem. But being a bitch to me won't help.

Tell me now. Tell me now. Tell me now, you know.

I have only ever wanted honesty.

Honesty.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

It's no use lying.
It's no use saying, "We're just friends."
When reality, is we're not.

So, just admit it.
The truth is the only thing that is gonna save you.

Sometimes, people forget about honesty. The value of it. Studies show that this is because of fear.
Well, I'm scared too.
But here's the thing,

I love you.

And that's all I need you to know.

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough, just a second...

Watch this movie:

Last Night

Last Night is about choices - the choice you make to be with someone, to give yourself physically and emotionally, and how to survive all three.
"You can be happy and still be tempted."
"What I wouldn't have given to have tired of you."
"In the middle of most nights, when I can't sleep I still replay you."
"I can't do any more then look him in the eye."

Right from the start 

You were a thief 

You stole my heart 

And I your willing victim 

I let you see the parts of me 

That weren't all that pretty 

I'm sorry I don't understand 

Where all of this is coming from 

I thought that we were fine 

Oh we had everything 

Your head is running wild again

My dear we still have everythin'

And it's all in your mind 

Yeah but this is happenin'

Beautiful, wonderful life of mine.

And...I'm getting the car soon! YAY!

Working and studying and sleeping and doing assignments and actually having a social life, as well as playing futsal is TOUGH!

But it's fun. I'm always tired. But if I don't have all these, I'll be super energetic, ready to face the day ahead!

Since friends from foundation have made their move to degree life, I'm always bumping into them. Meriah sangat!

However, I also bump into unwanted people. Annoying. Tapi itu normal. Itu HIDUP.

So Nadhil got me this tulisan khat of our names. It's so beautiful!

And Hijabista Magazine is OUT! March 2013 issue! It's under Bual Hijabista. It's 4 pages of pictures of your truly!

Life can be amazing, if you let it.

And, this time, I can breathe.