Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu.

I don't know what to say.

I don't know how to tell you.

"I can't suddenly tell you

all the things I should tell you -"

But I can tell you this.

Whether we break up or make up or break up then make up, you should know that it's not about mistakes. It's not me walking out on you, you walking out on me. It's not me leaving you for someone else or you hating me. It's about space. And time. And what's right and what's wrong. What should happen, could happen, might happen.

You said so yourself, "Kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana." If it's meant to be, no matter how far we drift apart, we will find each other once more.

But you don't believe it do you?

"If you love something, set it free. If it's meant to be, it'll come back to you."

I don't know how to tell you.

I don't know what to say.

But I can tell you this.

It's not about letting go. Or letting loose. Or leaving. Or waiting.

It's about changing. Everything changes. EVERYTHING changes. Our goals. Purpose. Dreams. Wishes. Hopes.

We've changed.

What we were all about.

So what are we all about?

"I thought I understood it.

...But I didn't. Not really.

Only the smudge-ness of it. The eagerness of it. The idea of it.

Of you and me."