Wednesday, April 25, 2012

"A lie is like a poison."

I can't open up. I don't know why. 

 Maybe I do. 

Know. 

Why.

You know there's this saying:

"There were things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them, and let them hurt me."

Thursday, April 19, 2012

#3KALAM: Is The Third Time A Charm?







I directed this. I wrote the script. I did it! (with help and support of course, especially from my co-director and co-script writer, Haziq Ishak!) It was amazing and will always be.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

I dreamed a dream.

I dreamt about you.

Just now.

I can't believe I'm saying this.

But...I think...I can't take it back.

The choice I made, once upon a time.

To give you my heart.


I remember swearing, crossing my heart.

I promised myself.

Never again.

But you came.

You conquered.

My heart.

In exchange for yours.

And this enchanting dream.

Like a charm.

You casted upon me.

Like a charm.

I casted upon you.

When darkness comes to light...it ends tonight. It ends tonight.

Teman.

Sahabat.

Kawan.

Whatever we were.

I just want to thank you.

For all the things that you did. All the things that you said.

And all the things you left unspoken.

Because, finally, it ends with a full stop. Not a comma, or a '...'

Finally, the book is closed. Shut. And left on the shelf of once upon a time.


No regrets.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Penakut.

Setiap kisah ada tiga.

Kisah yang awak tahu.
Yang mereka nampak.

Dan yang aku lalui.

Kisah kita yang tiada bukti. Yang tiada yang tahu. Yang tinggal hanya memori.

Memori.

Alangkah indahnya jikalau senang untuk melupakan.



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