Wednesday, October 27, 2010

The first wish is the last wish...

You were the first person to wish me last year. And truth be told, the thought of you had been lingering at the back of my mind for quite awhile. The days passed and I shrug it off. Not once, can you see the question mark and hope that I held.

Then, at 1am the following day, it happened. My last wish was from you. And for that, I thank you. Because you will always be a part of our story, incompleted with the screwed up storyline.

I smile now because it meant a lot more than I ever could imagine when after months and months of being M.I.A., you still made my day. So thank you. For going through so much with me.

Keep Holding On...

"When you go, please, take care. I don't want to lose you. I love you."
Wish we could stay this way forever.

Of wishes and more SURPRISES!

Thank you Deanna for giving such a lovely surprise.
I was so blur after receiving a call from AFS, when Mel pulled me and made me close my eyes. He pushed me into the wall. *haha. Obviously NOT!* When I opened my eyes, there was a cake, lighted candles included, and everyone sang 'Happy Birthday' to me. *awww! How sweet!*

Then, Mr. Teh also bought me cake. And we celebrated my birthday again. WEE!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Of gifts wraps, ribbons and SURPRISES!

Thank you everyone that wished me on my 17th birthday whether it was via SMS or Facebook all the way to phone calls and in person.

A little before midnight, I got my first wish...and truth be told, that itself was a wish coming true. With a laugh and nostalgic gesture, it was an annual thing that will forever be in my heart.

I barely slept. After receiving text after text and calls after calls, the night turned into a perfect bliss. The only present I ask from you is just to have you. "Love me. Hold me. And never let go. Promise?"
But if you really want to make up for it, get me a diamond ring! *haha. JOKE!*

My day was filled with gifts and I was showered with birthday wishes...some expected, some reminded...and some...were surprises and a gift from heaven.
I miss you guys too. Thank you for being there for me. I love you guys too. And thank you, even more, for putting it behind us.

In the car, on the way back from shopping with my mum, MAI called me as she was waiting for me to get home as she was soaked by the rain. SURPRISE! haha. While on the phone with PENNY, I tore off the gift wrap, read the hand-made and BEAUTIFUL card, and saw them staring back at me. Haha. OMG! You guys are CRAZY!! Haha. Yes, I know I love you, Penny and Mai.

He tried to surprise me by coming all the way here. Unfortunately, that's what you get when you drive without a license.
It's the effort that you put in and the thought that makes me smile. It's more than any girl could ever wish for. It was truly meaningful and I really am thankful for having you in my life. And I do know that I am very lucky and completely blessed to have you.

Thank you Grace, Nick, Shelumiel, Nasyim, Joel Lai, Deanna, Jasyu, Kamil and everyone in KBSM5!!
Thank you Penny and Mai for being the best girls in the WORLD!
Thank you Luqman for the teddy bear and the SWEETEST gestures.
Thank you Ash, Rose and Fatin Fatihah for keeping me in your hearts.
Thank you Freez for being my best friend for soooooo LLOOOOONNNGGG and for many years to come. *YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME!HAHAHA!*
Thank you Haziq for everything you could ever give me.
Thank you Najmi for giving me everything I could ever wish for.

Thank God for making all my dreams come true.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Make me smile...

I came home and found a package ready for me on the table. What a LOVELY SURPRISE!

From Luqman 'abang besar' Ramli.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

No one can know.

There is 3 sides to a story.
...and Theirs.
The only people that know the truth, pure and absolute, is me and you.

I question this now because that is what they saw.
I question this now because of what they didn't.

When letting go is all I do, I can't help it but to wonder what was it that no one else knew but you?
Behind the secret smile and brief touches of sparks that created the twinkle in your eyes... one can know. No one will.

As I try to decipher your confusing shrugs and your hypocritical stare as you cocked your head to the side, I understood one thing... really thought I was that naive to believe forgive you...or delude myself into loving you...
...or maybe... wasn't me.
It was you.

And I do forgive you. But I'll never forget it.


The final piece of the puzzle is with you.
But I solved the game.

You'll never know,

Bliss: Extreme happiness ; Ecstasy

One month filled with pure bliss.
I love you. And a piece of my heart will always be with you.
This much I promise.
Forever yours.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Everything was wrong...but it was right.

16 October 2010
Ipoh International School had its International Day.

I performed (sing) with Nasyim and Nick and (dance) with Charlotte, Merisha and Rachel.
Kudos to Nick for make-up.

Lovely surprise courtesy of Adib and Mai: Penny.
Awesome non-surprise by Nasyim: Peya and Ansari.

I have a henna tattoo on my arms. Mai and Penny did it on their hands.

We walked around and sat around and blocked everyone's way. We had SUPER FUN doing absolutely nothing. Haha.

Best moment: Hang up Nasyim's call and stole his phone.

Favorite quote: "Tu pun nak report?" By Nasyim to Ansari about going to the men's room.

Funniest time: "Betul lah die tido," said Ansari about Haziq when Nasyim and I were talking about someone else and something else. *Kalau x tau, jangan menyampuk.*

Shoot. Shag. Or Marry?

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Dreams do come true...

I had a dream. I dreamed a dream. A dream is a wish your heart makes...
...these are all names of songs that relates to dreams.

I believe that dreams are what is on your subconscious mind. Answers to the questions you never dare to ask...a message that you never truly realized...until you dream it. And you know. You just do.

It was the future. It was bizarre. It was ridiculous in every way...going against my principals and yours...

Then, at the end, the question raised was in fact the answer to everything.

"Do you wish the end to be true?"

...No. I wish every part of it will come true.

"I miss you. Please, don't let me go. I still love you"

Saturday, October 9, 2010

What makes you so special?

You were always there for me.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Stay with me forever.

Some things are just meant to be...
...some things are worth a lifetime.

It was the happiest day. It was the best day.