Thursday, December 20, 2012

The insecurities of the arrogant bitch.

I used to think I was
the pretty one,
the smart one,
the rich one.

Go ahead,
and go out
with as many girls,
as he wanted.

He'll come back.
They
always do.

And I wasn't wrong...
then.

But here
and now
I can feel myself fade
into the darkest shadow.

I am ugly.
Stupid.
Arrogant.
Bitch.

And I'll never fit
into that bubble
that circle of yours.

Never pretty enough.
Never enough.
Never.

Ugly. Bitch.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Oh, I don't love you but I always will...

Hey,
you and I
are going to
have
a big
love affair
and it
won't work
but somewhere
in the middle
my god,
we tried.