Sunday, September 23, 2012

Drowning in you.

You don't get it.
You don't understand.

And sometimes, I wish you would change your mind.

But I don't.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Insane.

What just happened?
Did you kiss me? 
Cause that's a place we've never been until now 
And I don't know how it's gonna be after this 
Do we pretend these feelings don't exist at all 
Or do we fall? 

My confusion shows whenever you get so close 
I stumble, I stutter, forget what to say 
I'm nervous, I wonder why I'm acting this way 



You made a moved and changed your mind 
Too much to lose, you've crossed the line between friends
And something more

Was it all a big mistake?
And if it was, it's much too late to undo
And I don't really want to let you go but I still don't know
How I feel about you
What this really means
It's crazy to want you
Is it meant to be? 

It's temporary insanity 
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary? 

My favorite song way back when.

Monday, September 10, 2012

"Forget me." That was it. That was all.

maaf tuk berpisah
"Dia kena lain dengan kita.

Dia lebih sana.

Kita lebih sini.

Barulah saling melengkapi."


Tidak, sayang. Tak perlu begitu. The theory is "Opposites attract." But it's not necessarily true.

I choose you because you understand me in ways that others can't.

I choose you because you can see me in ways that others can't see.

And you never give up on me.

You never tell me to go. To leave. You always stay. Right here. By my side. Even when I'm so afraid to show that I need you.

Some guys say that they aren't ready. "Degree pun belum." Or "Kerja pun belum." Or things like...they're not ready for commitment. They're not ready to think about it. They have so many other things to think about.

But you're not like them.

You're not like those cowards, so afraid to take a leap. So afraid to take a chance.

It might not be a perfect love story. But life is no fairytale.

But I found Prince Charming. The one who rides on a white horse, burst in and sweeps you off your feet. I found you.

Kau tahu tentang hatiku yang tak pernah bisa melupakanmu
Kau tahu tentang diriku yang selalu mengenangmu selamanya

Aku memerlukan sesuatu yang pasti. Bukan sesuatu untuk terbawa mimpi.

Cinta itu buta.

Tak mengenal umur, rupa dan semua semua tu lah.

Saya cinta awak. Tapi cinta sahaja tak cukup.

Kalau sayang boleh sekelip mata, boleh juga kan hilang sekelip mata?

Kadang-kadang, aku terbawa-bawa mimpi indah.
Bila awak di sisiku.
Bila awak senyum padaku sambil menungguku yang jalan ke arah awak yang sedang posing di kereta.
Bila awak memandangku dgn bahagia sehingga mata awak bersinar-sinar.

Tapi mimpi indah tak membawa kita ke mana-mana.

Apa yang pasti, jikalau awak benar-benar mencintaiku bagaikan aku mencintaimu...awak jangan lepaskan cinta itu. Kejarlah. Berpeganglah. Kerana hati kita, di saat kehilangan, akan berkecai, patah, hilang tak berganti.

Mungkin kita cuba kata itu yang terbaik untuk kita. Tapi...awak...saya cinta awak. Jangan tinggalkan saya.