I guess it's true that you can't rely on anyone but yourself.
I have to stop.
I see her and I see me. Because I don't want to be that. That 'I need you' 'I don't care, I'm just gonna say it, "I love you!" There I said it!' kind of person. Because...then...I'll just end up broken.
I remember things like tears and pain and hurt. And the thing is...I'm afraid. I'm scared senseless.
Shit la. Seriously. Why do I have to be strong all the time???
I'm done with being strong. I envy the weak.