My life has changed so much so that I have no idea what I'm doing anymore.
This is me now. That was me then.
But sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like falling back to the days.
And sometimes, just sometimes, my present and my past collides. And I'm lost. Almost. But I'm not. But I am.
I know it's a challenge from Allah SWT. I know that this will give me strength. I knew that there are many challenges in life.
Here's the thing. I thought I have faced the hardest of them all. I was wrong. I was so wrong.
The tests before, was only to prepare me for the much harder test later. Much harder. Much MUCH harder.
I thought I met my downfall.
But now I see.
My downfall is but me.
Choices. It's all our own choices.
It's a choice.
I think I might have just jumped of a cliff at this rate.