There are many things I learnt today.
The most important is to laugh out loud. Just let it go. Even if you laughed 'till you cry. It's more than okay.
Especially with them.
They, that stood by me at my lowest.
They, that stood by me at my highest.
They, that stood by me.
Before everything. Through everything. After everything.
"Kalau sama, everytime jumpa I tolak dia masuk lake!"
And it only hurts when I breathe.
I can't feel it till I take a breath.
And I'm holding on to these false memories.
'Cause that's all that I've got left.
I'm just fine.
We fade away.
Hardly cross my mind.
My memories they comfort me.
The thoughts of what we used to be.