"You never think the last time's going to be the last time - you think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don't."

It's true. I know it to be true.

And because of this quote, which everyone seems to know, you'd think we have all learnt our lesson - and appreciate the people we love and the time we have with them, more often.

But that is never the case.

Because we forget. We forget that time is of the essence. Or rather, we too are fools, never ever thinking that the last time is the last time. It just simply never crosses our minds.

And the memory of the last time?

Before you knew that it was actually the last time, and that you'll never have it anymore, you catch yourself smiling and laughing with happiness and joy when you replay it in your mind.

But when it hits you, the memory only cease to kill you.

I used to replay those memories in my head over and over again. Until that memory

almost killed me.

"To die in your arms is such a heavenly way to die."

is a big FAT

lie.