Even after all the wasted breath and words still not spoken,
I still love you with all my heart though it is broken. And although I said I would rather know...if you really did give up without me knowing...don't. I beg you, please. Because I am still here...
And I woke up. As the answers reveal what I was so blind to see.
Was that what I have been seeking? Was it a dream or was it a lesson?
And I wanted to reach for you...reach to you...but I can't. Because you're gone.
Eventhough I believed...no...I know that there will never be that one ever again but I can't help it. I can't help but to refuse seeing it whole-heartedly. To hurt, to show the hurt and to get hurt all at once. That was because when I know, I will let you go.
And now, I have to.