I didn't want anyone to get hurt.
I know that that's a pathetic excuse because now, EVERYONE has shed a tear.
I don't want to lie.
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want to sing 'The one that got away'- Katy Perry.
I'm scared of what the future holds.
Maybe that's why I never made a choice.
But, honestly, there wasn't really a choice to be made.
I don't know how to explain it.
Ask me. Then, I'll tell you.
Just know that it hurts...it still does.
...To turn into something I hate.