12 became 7. Then, unexpectedly changed to 9. But from 7, it became 6 because I didn't know. So when 1 became 2 I felt that it was fate. Especially when 0 became 1 again. It was like there was something there. Yes, there was. God told me to get it over and done with.
Maybe it wasn't like I expected, wished or even hoped...the point is that it is over. So over.